
Yesterday, as I made my way back to Lexington, on the way home, I guess the E-string on my ukulele decided to take its own staycation and became unwound, a little wirey, a little too loosey goosey...and boy did it pay for it this morning. I didn't know until this evening, however, that it had become essentially useless for now, because I am not sure I can re-string it. Not sure if I can, but I surely know people who can help the string get back in place so that once again, the songs won't be out of tune, they'll make wonderful chords appropriate for the song they're representing.
Right now, with the errant E-string as it is, my uke sounds like a sick cow that swallowed a bassoon, like a bagpipe as the air leaves the bags...and nobody's controlling it, so it sounds out of place. It even looks a bit dreary, three strings in place, but that one weary woeful string is just hanging there, holding on with nothing more than a scant millimeter of Martin string keeping it attached to its reality, the ukulele it has become a part of while I have had the pleasure of plucking, strumming, knocking, and even using felt tips made out of scapulars, an act I am sure is not necessarily pure and kosher with the Vatican, but then again, St. Cecilia would love it, I am told, so yeah, I use the scapulars for picks, and they are wonderful. I do take care of these little strands of sin, the scapulars. I hang them in safe places and display them proudly when it's safe to do so. They're gorgeous reminders of keeping our lives in order with God's rules and Jesus' forgivenesses. They scratch our bodies if we wear them as we should, irritate the skin ever so slightly so that we might be reminded to keep a more chaste life. If you are wearing them when you die, you spend less time in purgatory, especially if you wear the purple one. That's about all I've learned about the religious aspect of those wonderful little pieces of felt.
I guess that, my lambchops, is how I've felt for the last year. I have been my own little brown scapular, scratching at my conscience at the same time I am strumming my heart so happily.
The main lesson I've learned is that you just cannot stop music once it grabs hold of your heart. Music heals. Music loves. Music hates. Music cries. and if we're lucky enough, at the end Music laughs with us.

pray for peace,
Kimmy
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