However, I did not realize I would suffer so much grief. This is a grief that'll never be soothed, because I left my choir family, a group of loving friends who supported me for the last 25 years.
I truly appreciate everything all of my Chancel Choir did for me over the years.
Ann Kercheval asked me if I wanted be a Stephen Minister in 1999, and that simple act changed my life forever. To devote your life to helping folks who are grieving is indeed a new path.
Mayme Hamby's generosity led me away from my abuser, Kevin. He beat me until I left his house, his mother refused to let me stay at her home as did my best friend. However, Mayme said she was happy to help me. She picked me up and let me stay in her beautiful home. She changed my life with her kindness, and I'll never forget it.
Bass singer Bill Johnson moved my piano for me, tuned it, too! I play it every day, and since my crib is so empty, the reverb is quite wonderful!
Our director, Michael Rintamaa gave me a whole new outlook on life. He taught me what the anthems meant, how Mozart put holy messages into his works, and that St. Augustine told us the significance of singing, because "when we sing, we pray twice; once in words, and once in music!"
From the mighty bass singers like Keith Dean to sopranos like Anne Taul, I learned we all share a part in God's song. We are all in it together. Every tenor is important, even every alto!♡
Today, I truly miss my choir family. As I watch the Olympics, I'm reminded of the gentle spirits I grew to love and their way of comforting me.
I pray that I will find a choir and church here, but until I do, I'll be tending to my heart.
Pray for peace,
Kimmy
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