Sunny Day

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I am so happy to see the weatherman on the Morning News telling me it is going to be a beautiful sunny day here in Kentucky. We can use a pretty day. When people close to you pass away, it is a disturbance in your psyche for sure. However we people who have been a part of your heart passed from this life, people who are wonderful and always bringing love into your life, when those folks die, it is a time for my entire being to be shaken to its core.

I wish I was in a better mood today than I was a week ago, when I first learned that my dear friend Sandy had passed. You find out a lot about yourself when there is a death that effects you. I found out that I have a good friend that I didn't treasure nearly as much as I should have. I found out that I really cared about a woman from Boston to get me to root for the Patriots, and of course, I did and forever more shall be.

Most of all, losing Sandy has clarified to me the importance of loving my child and my grandchild all of them to let them see that I'm much more than a superficial household item.  I may not have been the best housekeeper in the world, but I am a writer with a purpose, and my purpose of peace and purposefulness has reached  some pretty great people, even a Pulitzer Prize winner and an Oscar nominee. I may not have lived in their Community, but I visited them every time I found a way to get a ride to Northern Kentucky. I never took them to Disneyland Disney World dolly world  Branson Mississippi but yes to the Boone County Fair. I was not the fun parent but I was a good parent.